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I HATE THIS! I KNOW I DON'T LIKE HIM AND YET I STILL DO!!! I DON'T, I DON'T, I DON'T! This is kinda retarded... I hate boys so much... actually I love 'em and that's why I'm in this predicament! I like and **** but the rest is so confusing! BOYS ARE FRIGGIN GAY! Is anyone aware that the boys in our grade are like LIGHT YEARS behind everyone else? They're still like afraid of friggin cooties! THEY DON'T EXIST DUMBIES! This is like dumb, this should be about happy stuff, but DEAR LORD!!!